Secret Crush

Written in 1992 or 1993

He is the kind of man
that has a groove to his walk
and a innovative talk
A smile that is a mile
and a heart with a lock

If he gave you a raised brow look
your own eyes would instantly be hooked
And if he walked by you would sigh
You would think about everything that reminds your mind of that guy

A sensitive man that would give love from a far fetched dream scene
laying near a stream
He would kiss ever so softly from head to toe and
wrap his arms tightly and never let you go

He would smother you with so much love
he would be a perfect fit like a hand and glove
BUT
She has the key
I wish it was me.

Mindschool

Written sometime in Highschool

I walked into the classroom
An eerie scared silence loomed
Here I go again, a year to bloom
But will I?

There's a lot of people walking
All of them in my head stalking
Here I go again, all this self talking
But will it stop?

I want to join the outgoing crowd
But then again I'll never be that loud
Maybe if I lose another pound
But will anyone notice?

I'm quiet, I have ideas and opinions though
Just because I don't say much doesn't mean I'm slow
Here I go again, doubting my inner glow
But is it bright?

This year I promise to talk more
I won't be a wallflower bore
Here I go again, watching them ignore
But am I invisible?

Yes.
Yes you are!

First love

Written in 1994

Alone by the sea I stand
Eternal darkness is all I see
Sitting quietly on the damp sand
I wish you were holding me

Your touch is as hot as the tip of fired gun
You give me a feeling of warmth
Like a blanket that was just laid out in the sun
I'm sorry that I run back and forth

Your kiss is as gentle as the air
I think we can be a good pair
I do care for you quite a lot
Wether you believe that or not

At first your kisses were so new
But time was on our side, wasn't it worth the wait?
I just needed to see if you were true
And now I know I've fallen for the bait