You're a mother F

Written Jan 2004

HICKORY DICKORY DOCK, you're a mother fucking cock!
A cowardly lion afraid of himself.
The only thing you love is yourself.
A pathetic excuse you fed me in the end.
I don't want to hurt you.
Bullshit, let me translate.
You wanted to say out with the old and in with the new, I found a better you.
I'm through with you.

You make me sick, you cheating prick.
Go fuck skanks, because I'm not taking you back.
I'm too good for you, it is true because you had a good girl.
Good luck you fuck trying to find that devotion again, I tried cheat after cheat.
The grass is greener on my side, when I think of you, I see dead brown grass even cows won't eat.
You don't know the meaning of love, or even joy.
How could a nice girl like me fall for a toxic boy?

You tainted me, turned me black inside.
Isn't it a shame some other man will turn me back to sunshine?

Red Waterfall

Written Jan 2004

My dreams shattered, splattered
all over the wall behind my head.

You fed me fake love that was pure red.
You promised a million lies, but said so many goodbyes.

You ripped, dipped, gripped, and stripped my heart apart into a million pieces.
You stomped, clomped, dumped, and jumped onto it for fun, then saved the gun for last.

You shot my beating heart to a dead silence.
Your eyes were closed, but I assure you it was amazingly violent.

You killed me, we, us. Hush!
Don't speak, just watch my bloody heart leak down my body like the waterfall of heartbreak you created.

You killed my spirit too, not just my love.   It's floating in uncertainty and insanity within this very room.

You've murdered my romantic sweet love sick side.
Now I am broken just like the seashells floating away in the tide.